Bou Bon

Hotat ghorer book shelfta gosate giye amar bouer purono ekta diary pelam,ektu utshuk hoye khule porte shuru korlam. Prothome kisu normal meyli bishoy niye lekha. Tarpor suru ek obisshasso othocho shotto jouno khahini, sotto bolei diary te lekha tao ekta meyer. Ajkal jesob khahini apnara poren ja porlei boja jay, bastobotar shathe kono shomporko nei, e kahini serokom porte paben na moshay, e kahini shudhu lokmukhe shunte paoa jay. Apnader jonno temni ekta bastob kahini amar bouer diary theke pore shunassi ja amader shomaje arale abdale prayee hosse,shomajer bikrito obibechok shob protha manar fole, ar tai amra protha palonkarira oshob fish fish korei boli jeno keu na shone. Apnar ashe pashei emon kahini olpo holeo ase onek poribarei, ja keu bolte parena jor mukhe, ar tai shonen na. Puro diary pora somvov na, shudhu kahinir jonno jetuku pore shonano dorkar tai porsi,shunun she kahini tahole...............

17 November,2006

Amar nam Rotna,baba Dinesh ar ma Malini. Amar dadar nam Roton ar amar Shamir nam Upen amar dadar sotobelar bondhu, ora shomoboyoshi, 24 bosor ar ami 18, Upen bole asholei ekta rotna ami. amar dudur size ta naki onekta lomba boro lauer (ek dhoroner shobuz kodu) moton. Gan ase na- shadher lau banaili more boiragi. Uporer dikta shoru ar niche namte namte fulte shuru kore, kadh theke komorer thik ordhektate gie peter surute gie sesh hoy,tobe sotto botata pray tar 5 inch upore thake, shamner dike takie khara hoye. buk theke botar ucchota hobe 7 inch, ar dudur pashta dupashe sorie pore onekta, ja peson thekeo hater fak gole nozore pore. Bra te atkale maje ekta lomba ghovir khaz toiri kore ja je kono purusher matha kharap kore debe ar tokhon dudutar ucchota hoy buk theke 9 inch upore, duto footballer moto. Indian meyra shadharonoto oi khazta dheke rakhe kintu erokom meyder pokkhe shudu blouse die ta dhaka konovabe somvov na, upordie upche berie porei, tai upore shobshomoy shari chorie rakhte hoy.

komorta chimnir moto neme gase,navir niche ar charpashe olpo ektu med jomese ja shorire jhaki lagle dule othe dud pasar shathe shathe.. Pasar dabnata etota gol ar uchu je shari shob shomoy khajer vetor dhuke jay ar khzta baire theke onektai bojha jay, jeno amar aro duto dudu ase niche jar shudu bota nai. Pata porjonto dhekar moto, payer peshigulo besh fola fola. Shorirer skin naki kochi lebur skiner moto labonnomoy ar chokchoke, haat dile mone hoy silk er upor die hat bolassi. Uru ba thai jeno duto kolbalish ar gudder dupasher thot etotai fola je upor theke ilish maser dimer moton lage.

Shobchaite mohonio hosse amar chokh, ekdom tana tana ar thot hosse komolar kosher moto puru, choshar jonno darun. Gale hasle tol pore. Rup amar je no film starder chaite mohonio ar shorirta slim o na, abar motao na,jekhane jototuko med chai, jekhane jototuku mangsho chai thik tai. Ekta meyer shobchaite akorshonio hote hoy tar face,ar amar face onek boro bollywood naikar pashe rakhle beshi sweet ar cute lagbe. Jekono english porn star amake dekhle hingshe korbe, tobu varote jonmo bole ami ei shomajeri ar doshta shadharon meyer moton.

Upener shathe amar bie hoy paribarik vabe. Dada nize baba make bole amar bie day, upen naki nize dadar kase amake cheyese ar dada emon valo ekta vodro ghorer seler shathe boner bie na debar kono karon khuze payni. Upen ar tar baba ma biete kono pon o nayni, tobu baba ma ar dada oderke ekta motorcycle ar kisu furniture gift koresilo ...............

15 January, 2007

Bier por theke Upener jalay ami ekti rato thikvabe ghumote parsina, ulte palte dhekbe amake, tarpor sararat dhore nanavabe chudbe, blue filmer sobi dhekie naikader moto amake bivinno ashone boshie kore o. Uff sesh holeo thamena, pussir vetore dhonta vore rekei ghumabe. Vebesialm blue film dheke ektu shomoy holeo thambe, na blue film dheke shdhu pose ta ki nebe tai ber kore, tarpor amakei film banate hoy, tai or chaite amakei beshi dekhte hosse ashon shekar jonno. Amra hunnymoon e jassi agamikal, Darjeeling. Ekla pele kotovabe ki kore ke jane.............................

23 August 2008

Aj amar vison shuker din, amar ghore notun othithi eshese, amar seler nam Dada rekhese Ronjeet. Aj jodi ma beche thakto, kotona khushi hoto natike peye. Ek bosor holo ma mara gase huert er oshuke ar baboto she selebelatei paralysed hoye gase. Amar ma ar dada boro koshto korese amar jonno. Aj ei je eto shuk tao dadar jonnoi, amar shami Upener Shorkari Chakritato ori jonno holo gotobosor.............

24 August 2008

Ar dumash por amader marriage day, bachhatar jonno ebar ar kisu kora hobena, mar mrittutao ekta karon, tobe baba,dada ar nonod,debor,shoshur shashurir jonno ekta raat valo kisu ranna korbo. Upen bolsilo or jonno ki ranna korbo, bollam

- vebesilam seleta hole ektu rehai pabo ta na, tumi amakei kheo, lozza korena seler khabare vag bosate, ovabe keu bouer dudh khay buji.

Upen- sele to ekta kheyi sesh korte parena, arekata ami na khele furabe kivabe.

Rotna- Jao ashovvo!!!

10 January 2009

Amar shob sesh hoye galo, Upen ta amake sere chirodiner jonno chole galo. Ami ei sotto seletake nie ekhon ki korbo. Shoshurer ja pension ta die oshustho manush dutor oshudh r nonod deborke chalate hobe, tasara nonoder bier bapartao ase shamne. Chakri nebo kintu sotto seletake ki korbo. E bashar shobai ekhon amake boja mone kore, muk fute bolteo parena. Shedin nonodta bolei fello ami naki or dada Upenke kheyesi. O kazer shomoy accident e mara gase, shorkar bolese khotipuron debe, kintu kotodine ar kototuku. Ar dada sara oi khotipuron pabo boleo mone hoy na. Dada ke deke pathiesi, jodi amar seler daiottota o nito tahole moreo shukh petam.

14 January 2009

Amar dadata chirodini amake shudhu die galo, o shudu amar sele na amakeo amar babar barite nie eshese. Ekhane paralised babatke dekhar jonno ekta meylokto dorkar. Kotobar bolesi bie korte kintu amar bie, mar mrittu, babar strock, upen er mrittu, etoshob shamlate gie becharar ar bie korar shomoyei holo na. shoshurbarir lokrao beche galo, besh anonder shathei dadar amake e barite nie ashar prostab amar shoshur shashuri mene nilo.

4 March 2009

Shobkisu valoi cholse, shudu amar 21 bosorer joubon vora gotorta sara. Koto shudorshon selera ashe dadar kase ebarite, je mal ami amar dike takatei hoy, kintu amar shada shari ar oderke egote dayna. Shotidhaho sesh hobar bohubosor poro amader varotio shomaj bidhobader kono somadhan dite pareni, hindu shomaj to sai, onno shomajeo tara ekhane bonchito. Amar jibone ar kono purush ashbena etai amar nioti. amar purushta shudhu nije moreni amkeo mere gase ekta sele badhie die. O na thakle amar ja rup tate nije chesta korle kono ekta seleke nie bie korte na parleo, dure kothao palate to partam.

6 March 2009|

Tobu mon mane na, na thik boli ni, shorirtai mane na. ghore asha vodro seleder na hok maje modhe du ekta feriwalato ashe. Si ki vabsi amar moto rupobotir aj ki ruchi hoyese. Shorier abar ruchi ki, tagra ekta jowan chai amar. amake pishe felar moto tagra hote hobe, chipre amar rosh ber kore debe, ar shei roshe vijie vijie amake chete pute khabe. ami ajkal ar kisu bujina chan(bath) kore vije kapore berie ashi uthone kapor narte, pasher barir sokrata belkoni theke amake evabe dekhte besh valo bashe. Oke dhekie matite jhuke balti theke kapor tuli ar o amar buker shei agneogiri-khader dike takie thake. Oi muhurtotar jonno o sharadin okhane darie thakte pare. Kintu or ma eshe tene ghore nie jay. dhur evabe hobe na, othat dekhi dada vetor theke edikei takie ase, taratari kaz shere palalam uthon theke.

Age ami evabe sob purusher dike valo kore takatam na, tai dekhtam na ke amake dhekse, sobshomoy Upene ke niei silam. Kintu az kano jeno mone holo shob purush amar shorirtake chok die gile khay, amar kase keu lukie rakhe ar keu ba prokash kore. Soto seletake dudu khaoanor shomoyo buktate shir shir kore, dudu duto sporsho pabar jonno etotai pagol. Hothat abar dada ghore dhuklo, shorirta etotai obosonno je kapor shamlate deri hoye galo. Puro dud tai dada dheke fello. eta notun kisu na, upen thakteo seletake khaoanor shomoy dada dhekese besh kobar, bier ageo kapor porar shomoy, dorja na laganoy du ekdin er chaite valoi dhekese. Dadar kase amar shorirta besh chena. Kintu ami dadar chokhe aj ja dhekhlam ta to age dhekini kokhono. Dada bollo sorry bole darie galo, amar dike othoba amar dudur dike takiei bollo- 'ami borong pore ashi'. kapor shamlate shamlate ami bollam - na na dada o kisuna, ami porar ghorer bed e eshey shoatei na tumi dhuke poreso. tumito ar jantena ami amar ghor sere ekhane eshe oke khaoassi.

Dada bollo

-upener life insurance ar pension khotipuron eshob thik thak korte toke shohore jete hobe Upener bidhoba bou hishabe.

Ami bollam -ami eka jabo kivabe. Dada bollo -are boka toke ami eka jete dile na jabi, ami jabona tor shathe, ar amake sara toke die shob kaz hobe naki thik moto.

Jiggesh korlam

-ta kobe jete hobe.

- eito shamner shoptate.

8 March 2009

Ei prothom bujlam amardike takanor jonno shudhu ghorer baire theke asha purushrai line e nei, vetoreo ekjon asen. Uni hossen amar dada moshay, rojkar moton ajo veja kapore pasher barir seletake gotor dhekate gelam, abar sediner moto dadar nozore pore gelam. Kintu dadar chahonitate jeno ektu holeo kamona silo? ami dekhe na dhekar van kore aj kapor narte laglam. mone hole du jora chokh du dik theke amake gile khasse, ek jora pasher barite ar ekjora amar ghorer vetore. Dhur ki vabsi, amar matha kharap hoye gase, dada ovabe amar dike takabe kano. Kamer taronate ami shob ulta palta chinta korsi, tobu mon mane na, porikka kore dekhte ektu kore dadar dike ghure matite juke kapor tulte tulte hotat dadar dike takalam. Ja dekhlam ta obishhsaho, amar shara dehe ekta electric srot boye galo jeno. dada paper namie shudhu amar dike fal fal kore takie silo etokkon. ami takatei chorer moto papere nozor dilo kintu amar ja bojar ami buje felesi. Dada hazar hok jubok sele, emon ekta nadush nudush juboti, vije kapore shorirer vaj dhekie berabe, ar o ta dekbena tai ki hoy, abar emontao hote pare ami obarir seletar shathe ki korsi tai deksilo. ami baparta shavabik vabei nilam, emonta hotei pare, poristhiti thik korte dada ke jiggesh korlam

- Kobe shohor jete hobe, kodin thakbo amra dada.

Paper theke mukh na shoriei dada bollo

- 16 tarikh, puro 1 mash thakte hobe.

-Ami kintu Kolkata ghure dhekbo shob.

Dada- thik ase. kintu baba kar kase thakbe,

-Kano, Kalir ma thakbe bolese, oke kisu taka dite hobe

Dada- thik ase.

16 March 2009

Ami ar dada seletake nie shohor geleam train e kore, jete jete shondha hoye galo. Thakar jonno dada valo ekta shorkari rest house e agei babosta kore rekhesilo. Kintu jabar por dheka gelo puro rest house e ekti matro soto ghor ase jeta manush thakar moto, ar shobgulo store room banie rekhese. Roomtate ektai semi double bed jekhane koshto kore dujon showa jabe, kintu bacchatar jonno ektu gadagadi hoye jabe mone hosse.

Jai hok ekta mash matro, ar valo ekta room, er vetor khali kore nilei hobe, tokhon dada e room e ar ami notun tate chole jabo ei holo dada didir plan.

Raat e dada canteen theke khabar nie elo, tai khelam dujone. Shorkari office Kolkata ekhan thekeo ektu dure, e jaigata Kolkatar shimante ektu niribili sobujghera elaka. Dada poisha bachate ektu bahirei thakar babosta korese,jagatar nam hosse Mou Bon.

shobkisu dhue porishkar kore raat e seletake dudu khaote shuru korlam bisanate shue. Dada o bisanate eshe mosharir vetor dhuklo, amar pesone bisanar opor pashe shue porlo. Kisukhhoner vetor dhekhi dada ghumie gase, seletao ghumosse. amio gumute chok buzlam.

Maz raate bacchatar norachorate uthe gelum, dheki ami dadar buker upor uthe shue asi. amar ekta haat dadar gola jorie ase, ekta dud(mai) dadar buker ekpashe, arekta dadar bahur upor lepte ase. buzlam Upener shathe shobar ovvesh ekhono jayni amar. Upener moto dadakei kol balish mone kore jorie dhorei shue silam.

Seletake shamle ghumote jabo ki mone kore thik ager motoi abar dada ke buke jorie dhore shulam. Darun shuk passilam, ektu pore ekta uru (thai) dadar urur upor tule dilam pa vaj kore. Dada ke khub apon mone hossilo. Taito ei manushta ar seleta sara amar ar ke ase. Amar bie, shamir chakuri, ekhon porjonto amake to oi agle rekhese.

Hotat ghum vanglo dadar norachrate, dada ghumer ghore ghure amake jorie dhore shorier upor ekta pa tule diese, tarpor abar ghumusse. amio ghumulam. Shokal bela jokhon utlam thokhon thik ulto obosta, dada amake kolbalish banie shue ase ar or pa amar deher upor, ekta haat puro buktar upor die gie opor pashe porese. Dadake shorate chesta kore na pere dakte holo,

- ei dada, otho. Kaze jabe na.

Dada uthe nizer obosta dheke tarari nijeke ghumer gore shorie nissilo. Kintu or dhutita amar shareer shathe kamon ekta gum ba attha die lege ase, ami bujlam. Dadar raate sopnodosh hoeyse amar norom deher upor shue thakate, ar or birzo amar shareer shathe shukie atke gase. Dada vablo ami kisu bujini, aste kore ute chole galo. Amar khub hasi passilo dadar obosta dheke. er age mone hoy kokhono meye manusher shathe shoyni o.

Sharadin amra onek office ghurlam, bidhobar besh dekhe onekei help korlo, abar vora joubon dekhe onekei ar choke takassilo. Kintu dadar moto tagra jowan ke pashe dekhe keu shaosh passilona.

17 March 2009

Aj dada ektu kaje baire gase, ami seletake ghum porie nijeo gumolam. Onek raate dada eshe chup kore pashe shulo. Ami bujte pere gumer ghorei dadake jorie dhorlam. dada chit hoye shue ase. amar nicher dud ta dadar ekta bahur upor lepte ase. Ghumie gesilam, hotat dadar norachorate chok khullam. Dada or erekta haat die amar uporer dudutake chap disse, jeno amake ektu shorate chaise dhakka die.

Jibone onek kharap purush manusher shatheo amar porichoy hoyese, ami oder nongra rupta valo korei chini. hotat dadake orokom korte dhekhe amar mathaty rokto uthe galo. ami dadar haat ta amar haat die chapa die dhore fellam,

-eta ki korso dada?

dada haat shorie nissilo. ami shokto kore dhore silam, o ghumer vaan kore pore roilo. ami ulto dike ghure vabte laglam dada eta ki korlo?

ami jani dada ghumusse na, o isse korei amar dobka boro dudhwala maitate chap dissilo. amar arektu opekkha kora dorkar silo, ki kore dhekar jonno, thahole hatenate dhorte partam. rage ja ta bolte laglam dadake.

- ssih, shob purush lok e kharap, tomar ar ki dosh, jekhane jai shekhanei purush manushgulo oirokom kore. amar ei shorirtai hoyese joto jamelar gora, ar kauke na amakei bese nay bodmashgulo. nishchoy amar deher modhhei kisu ase, ekbar dheklei selera haat dite chay ar tumito roj dakho.

dada aste kore bollo,

-sorry. ami... ami... ashole toke ektu shorate chassilam.

-shorabar jonno ar kisu na amar ota dhorei thelte lagle,tai na?

-ami ghumossilam

-ha tato dhektei passi. ami tomake besh kisudin dhorei dheksi dada, tomar chal cholon amar valo lagsilona. aj bujlam shomoshata kothay tomar.

Dada uthe galo bisana theke, bollo..

-tui thak ami jai.

bole uthe baire jabar kapor porte laglo. Ami taratari uthe daralam dadar shamne.

-ei raat e tumi kothay cholle shuni?

-ami chole jassi, tor shathe erpor amar thaka uchit na.

-ami ei seletake nie ei raat e kothay jabo?

-to ki korbo, amio to tor shathe thakte parsi na.

-kano?

-tui amake ja ta bolsish, ami ghumer ghore toke ektu dhakka diesilam shejonno tui ki na bolli amake.

-assa thik ase ar kisu bolbona, cholo shobe.

besh mukh var kore darie ase,ami adure konthe bollam

-cholona dada, sorry amar vul silo.

abar dujone bisanate fire gelam. seleta er vetor amader kothate uthe gase. Dada ekta pashe dure shore shue ase, soto bisanate ekebare sesh prante gie shuese. bujlam khub mon kharap korese. seletake bolte laglam.

-ek shathe shule omon ektu adhtu hoy e, bujli Ronjeet shona. Ei je tui amar otate kotobar haat dish, ar ami toke kotobar boki, tobu tui tor mar okhane haat dish. ekhon arekjon paoa gase, tor Roton mama.

dada besh dhomok die bollo,

-ami ki isse kore haat diesi naki.

-taito Ronjeet shona tui to ar isse kore haat dish na, dudu khete gie haat dish, ar tuito tor mamar moto oto kisu bujish o na. tor mama o jokhon tor moto soto silo thokhon tor thakur ma'r otate haat dito, shei ovvesh or ekhono jayni. ma ar didi to eki rokom, tai ekhon amar otate haat die felese, tui kisu mone korish na, amio kisu mone korini. ami ekhon toke ar tor mama ke nie ki kori bolto?

fire takalam dadar dike, dekhi dada amar dike ghure oviman kore takie ase. ami takatei dujon hese fellam.

-oto dure gie shule niche pore jabe dada.

dada ekebare kase eshe amake jorie dhore amar kadhe muk guje shue porlo. jak baba jograta sesh holo, poribeshta ekhon shavabik, dada ar amar somporko khub modhur, jogra kore amra kokhono beshikkon dure thakte parina.

ektu pore dada amake jorie dhora haat ta uporer dike mane dudur dike tulte laglo. ami bollam

-abar ki korso dada?

-tui bollina ma ar didi eki rokom, ma'r otate haat lagle kisu na hole tor otate lagleo kisu hobe na.

-kintu shetato soto belar kotha bolesi

-sotobelate kisu na hole boro belateo kisu hobe na, amke ghumute de, jalash na.

ei bole o haat ta die jore jorie dhorlo amake ar dudur nicher dikta chap kheye upore uthe galo. amar nissashtao bere gasilo.

chok buje ashsilo dada aro koekta uporer dike dakka dilo ar amar dudu duto jakhi khelo. emon dhakka bohudin poreni okhane, ki korbo bujte na pere haat chepe dhorlam.

Dada bolllo..

-kire ekhono ghumash ni, abar haat debo bole voy passish. ghuma ghuma, raat onek holo

bole dada haat ta shorassilo, amar gudd theke keu jeno jol koshar somoy bara tule nissilo. chepe dhorlam.

-na na dada, tumi norle tai. ami thik asi

-sotti thik asish? dekhito ar kototuku porjonto tui thik thakish.

bole haat ta dudur nich theke uporer dike nie elo ekhon aro chap porlo. ami thik bujte parsilam na ki hossilo, fal fal kore dadar dike takalam. dadar chokhe tokhom dushto nesha, o jeno bujte parse na o ki korse. amar takano dekhe bujlo ager moto rag korbona. seletake dudu khaoanor jonno ekta patla bikini bra pore asi amar blouser niche. dada blouser upor die amar choke chok rekhe haat bolasse. dadar chokhe nesha ar amar choke hotovombo udash vab, ghotonar akoshikota bujte parsina, ki hosse, ki kora uchit, ki hobe? banglate eke bole king kortobbo bimur obosta, onekta fadey pora posha murgeer moton.

dada aste aste haat aro upore tullo, ghorer halka alote uchu hoye ekbar amar dike takasse arekbar buker khajtar dike takasse. ami dadar dike obak hoye takie asi. dada haat ta die sharee shorie uchu hoye ber hoye thaka dudher khaje haat bolate laglo. Khola jaygay haat portei dudher vetorer rokto golu jeno ador nite shob haater kase chole galo, haater shathe shathe jeno amar dudur rokto edik odik jasse vetore. dadar charta angul amar dudur govir khaje dube galo.

aste kore choke chok reke dada haat ta vetore vorte laglo. ami ar parlam na chok buje gelam. dadar haat ta blouser vetore bikinir niche khola norom mangshe ghure berate laglo. bivinno jaygay chap pore onno dike dud duto fule uthsilo. botar upor sporsho petei sob rokto jeno osthir hoye sutosuti korte laglo. bota guloke jokhon tin angule narachara korsilo tokhon buktai amar kepe uthsilo, -- uuhh kore sash nissilam.

ebar shahosh paye dada moyda tepar moto amar dudu duto haat bulie bulie tipte laglo. ar ami maje maje ummm.... ufff.... uhhh korsilam. jore tepa shuru kortei olpo ektu dudh berie koekta angul vije galo dadar. ami chadorer tolate amar paye pa goshsi dada deksena. amar ekta haat niche chole galo dada amar mai nie khelse ar ami amar gudd ar vogankur nie, emnite ami okhane haat die shukh paina, purush manush sara. olpo ektu porei shorir gulie utlo, bujlam jol khosbe. bohudin ei shuk joteni ar jolonto shorire olpo agunei dau dau kore agun jole utlo. dada dekhlo amar shorir ka ekta jaki khelo, sash nilam jore jore, dada jeno na boje tar bon jol khoshasse,tai jor kore shavabik thakar chests korlam. niche amar gudd khabi khete khete vashie dilo. chupchap kisukhon morar moto pore theke dadake mai duto tipte dilam ar shukta puropuri upovog korlam. tarpor dadar haat ta tene ber kore dilam bollam