Disentanglement

Thinking about you
Is worse than sin
Yet it was you
Where my heaven begin

It was your name I whispered
In passionate ecstasy
Your smile etched in my eyes
Always so steady

Now trying to find
The same connection
Searching through faces
Repressing my emotion

Weightless nights I slept in
Breathless whisper I woke up with
Grasping the dreamy haze
Where you were like a myth

Cannot stop myself from
Re-reading our conversations
Burning myself in that fire
Searching for my salvation

Please let me be close to you
Please let me be near
Give me one more chance
I'll show you there's nothing to fear

Walking lonely, without a way
Your silence in me like a grave
Trying to pick broken pieces
Putting up the face of brave

There have been many times,
Silently screaming, at ungodly hours
When my body cried to be yours
Tell me, please, was it all just a farce?

Recurring thoughts, recurring images
Flashing in my mind out of nowhere.
Wincing at the pain in my heart
While I remember our times, all bare

Unable to banish your thoughts
Unable to disentangle from you
Perhaps it will go on like this only
Until my reality becomes true