Poojaikku eththa poo ithu Ch. 01

En peyar mallika,vayasu 18.Enakkoru thambi...ennai vida irendu vayathu siriyavan...peru sekar.Avanukkaduththathu oru thangai,ennai vida 4 vayathu siriyaval.Peru roja,8th padichittirukkaa.Solavanthaanil irukkira government higher secondary school-la thaan naanga ellaam padichittu irunthom.School time,padikkira neram thavira,enga amma ulpada ellorum appavukku uthaviyaa vivasaaya velai seivom.Enga aappa peru krishnan,vayasu 40,Amma krishnaveni,vayasu 38.Intha vayasu kanakku ,naan veettai vittu odip pona varusamaana 1990.

Enga sontha oor thanjavur pakkathile irukkira solavanthaan.30 ekkar poorveeha soththaana nilaththile ,vivasaayam seithu vaazhnthu varrom. Nalla anbaana kudumbam engalodathu.Oruthar mele oruththar romba paasamaa iruppom.Appavukku nerungina sontha kaaranga yaarum illai.Amma kudumbaththodavum etho pirachinaiyil sandai vanthu pahai aayittanga.Enga nilaththile,Vaazhai ,karumbu ,nellunnu payirittu, vivasaayam seithu, santhosamaaha vaazhnthu vanthom.

En amma ,appa pechai ketkaame,naan enga oorla irukkira vera jaathikkaara oruththarai love panni veetai ethuthukittu,odippoi, klalyaanam pannikitten..(paruva vayasu...paaththathum kaathal paththikiduchu).Avaru paarkka nallaa vaata saatama iruppaar.veettukku theriyaame naanga odip poi kalyaanam senjukittu chenni-la,thaniyaa vaazhnthu varrom.Naanga kalyaanam senjukittappo enakku 18 vayasu ,Avarukku 20 vayasu.

Naan paakka romba azhahaa iruppen.En azhahai paththi naane varniththaal nandraaha irukkaathathuthaan.Irunthaalum sonnaalthaan ungalukku purium enbatharkaaha ithai solhiren(appaththaan naan varra idaththule en gnaabaham varum.).En thalai mudi nallaa neelama karu karunnu valanthu sooththu varai thongum.Pinnalittu thonga vittaal athu,naan nadakka,nadakka,en sooththu eri irangura pothu ,athuvum antha pakkamum,inthapakkamum asainthaadi.en sooththu asaivai ,kundi kulungalai azhahaa kaattum.Enakku adarthiyaana valaintha puruvam. Nadihai sri devi maathri periya kangal.Eduppaana mookku.sivantha palaa chulai pondra uthaduhal,paarppavarai sappi suvaikka thondrum.Neenda sangu kazhuththu,oru chinna chain pottale kavarchiyaai irukkum.paruththa ,panchu pondra mulaihal.38'' bra pottaale tight-aa irukkum.ottiya vayiru .Aazhamaana,ahandra thoppul,parppavarhalai ,avarhal sunniai athil vittu paarkka thondrum.kuruhiya idai(30'').Virintha iduppu(40'').Virintha iduppukku eththa maathiri peruththa sooththu ,paarpaavarhalai athil muham vaiththu theiththu ,thalai vaiththu padukka thondrum.Nadihai sridevi maathiri thiranda kozhuththa thodaihal.sivantha kaalhal.En nadaiye oru style-aaha irukkum.Thaavaniyil en azhahai paarththuthaan ,Avar ennai kaathaliththu kalyaanam seithu kondaar.

Naangal veroru jaathiai sernthavarai kalyaanam pannikittathu ,enga veettil yaarukkum pidikkalai...(vayasuk kolaaru...intha samayaththil thaan pengal konjam kavanama irukkanum.paarkiravanellaam azhahaa therivaan.Naanum appadithaan maattikitten)...En appa,ammavukku muthal kuzhanthaingirathaalayum, naan azhahaaha seva sevannu irukarathaalayum, engal veettil ennai sellamaaha valarthaarhal.Naan odipoi kalyaanam seithu kondathaal...en mel en appa,amma vaiththiruntha paasam ,anbu,piriam,sellaam ellaam ...kobamaahavum ,ethirppaahavumum,veruppumaahavum maariyathu .

Kalyaanaththukku appuram naanga enga veettukku pohave illai.Odippoi kalyaanam senjukittom endra kutra unarvile naanum, enga veettukku pohaame irunthen.En thambi mattum adikkadi, Avar illaathappo vanthu paaththittu povaan.Enga veetileyum en thambi thavira yaarum ennai vanthu paakkirathu ille.Enga oorukku pakkathile irukkira avanga sonthakaaranga veettukku porappo...veliyile engaavathu,kadaitheruvu pakkam en appa,ammava naan paarththaalum pesikkirathille.Avangalum kovaththula ,paaththu muraichittu pesa maattaanga.Aanaa thambi chenni-ile irukkira en veettukku maasaththukku oru thadavai vanthu,anga nadakkura visayaththai solluvaan.Naanum appa ,amma eppadi irukkaangannu kettu therunchikkuven.

Etheo thozhil seithu chennai-il kaalaththai ottinom .10 aavathu padiichirukkira avarukku chennai-la enna velai kidaikkum?..ippadiye 6 maasam odip pochu.Naan 3 maasam karppam vera(Ethu irukko illaio nalla oththu kuzhanthaiai mattum , varusaththukku onnu koduththuduvaanga intha aambilainga...athai vachu kaappaaththa mudiumaannu yosikkarathillai.Intha pombilainga mattum ennavaam...aambilai aasaiyaai oru vaarththai pesittaannaa...udane avuththu kaattiduvaaluha.)

Ippadi irukkirappo en veettukkaarar ,unga veetula poi panam vaangittu vaa, athai vaangittu vaa,ithai vaangittu vaannu solli ,adikkadi nacharikka aarambichaaru.kattina thuniyoda naan mattum vanthaa pothumnu kalyaanam senjukkittavaru,ippa ippadi Avaru nadanthukkirathula enakkum Avarukkum sandai varum.Enna namma vaazhkkai ippadi aayiduche...appa,amma pechai ketkaama naama odi vanthu kalyaanam pannikittathukku i,ppadi kastappaduramennu yaarukkum theriyaamal azhuven.Enakku nimmathiye illaame vaalkaiai verukka aarambichen.Intha nilamaiyile naan 3 maasam karpam vera.

Thideernu oru naal, konja naalaa veettukku varama irunthavar... yaar koodavo odi poittarnu oorla pesa kettathum,enakku 'pak' nnu aayiduchu.Nambi vanthavan kai vittu vittaane endru thudiththen,azhuthen.Veettukku vantha thambiyidam intha visayaththai solli azhuthen.Avanum intha visayaththai enga veettula poi solli irukkaan.Appa,amma intha visayaththai kelvipattu thudiththu poi vittaarhal enbathai en thambi moolamaaha therinthu konden.

"Veettukku vanthudukka,inga nee thaniyaa irunthu en kastappadure...appa ,amma kitte naan solli samalikkiren... nee veettukku vanthudukka"nnu solli evvalvo thadavai en thambi kooppittum ,naan maruththu angeye irunthen.Veettu vaadahai katta panamille,malihai vaanga panamille...intha oorila enakku uthavi seiya yaarum ille.Eppadiyaavathu samaalikkanum...aanaa appa,amma kiitte mattum poi uthavi kettu nikka koodaathunnu uruthiyaa irunthen.

Intha nilamaiyile enakku pathma nnu oruththi pazhakkamaanaa...avalukku sontha oore chennai thaan...(vayasu 20,bra size34,maa niram,height 5'6'' kalyaanamaahivittathu.kuzhanthai illai)...Konja naalukkappuram,en nilamaiai paaththittu ,"aai...endi ippadi thaniyaa irunthu kastappadure?...paavam karppamaa irukkire...pesaama ,un amma veettukku poida vendiyathuthaane" endru sonnaal.Appavum ava pechi ketkaama,"naan thaniyaave vaazhnthu kaattanumdi...thirumbavum enga veettukku ponaa ennai seththikka maattaanga..." endru solli maruththu vitten.Atharkku aval "pakkathile avasaraththukku uthavi seiya yaarum illai...varumaanam vera illai...nambi vanthavanum odi poittaan...eppadidi irukkapppore?...eppadi kudumbam nadaththi ,un kuzhanthaiai kaappaaththa pore?"endrathum,"naan eppadiyaavathu ,siththaal velai paaththaavathu...illaatti ,naalu veettula paththu paaththiram thechaavathu polachukkirendi"endru solli vitten.

En nilamaiai kelvippattu,en kanavarin akka naan nirai maatha karpiniyaai iruppathai paarththuttu enakku uthavi seiya mun vanthaal.Aval oru maathri endru appuram thaan therinthathu...irunthaalum aabaththukku paavamillai endru ennudane vaiththukkonden.Aval mattum veliye poi eppadio sampaathithuvittu varuvaal.En aruhil irunthu ennai kavaniththu kuzhanthai petredukka uthavinaal.Thaayaip pol aval kaattiya paasaththirkaaha aval pechi ketka thodanginen.

Oru 3 maatham kazhinthirukkum ,aval yaaro irandu perai veettukku koottivanthu pesikkondirunthaal.

Pirahu oru naal kaar vanthathu...mumbayil oru private company-il nalla velai iruppathaahavum,ivarhalodu ponaal velai vaangi tharuvaarhal endrum...kuzhanthaiai avale paarththukkolvathaahavum solli, avarhalodu ennai mumbaikku anuppa...naanum aval pechai nambi avarhalodu mumbai sendren.Koottikondu sendra avarhal ,etho oru idaththil ,10 pengal irukkum idaththil vittu vittu sendru vittanar.

Angiruntha oru amma... vayasu oru 40 irukkum, ovara alangarichu... paakka kavarchiyaa irunthaanga.Ennidam vanthu ,"inthaammaa... nee intha thozhilukku puthusaa...paakka appadithaan theriyare,unnai avangakitte irunthu 50,000 vilai koduththu vaangi irukken.unakku pidikkutho illaiyo inga varra aambilaihalai suhapaduththanum...engaloda oththulaichaa unakku nalla varumaanam kidaikkum, athula 50% enakku commission-aa koduththudanum.Ille thappi pohanumnu nenaichaa adayaalam theriyaathamaathri alichiduvom"endru solli ,oru pennai varavalaiththu ennai koottikondu pohacheithaal. Appuram thaan therinthathu, athu paaliyal tholilaham endru.

En purusanin akka intha thozhil thaan seithu kondrikkiraal endru enakku purinthu ponathu.Oru 3 maasam eppadio kastappattu kaalaththai ottinen( intha moonu maasaththil naan anubaviththa kodumaihal eraalam...athai inge solla mudiyaathu..).

oru santharppaththil ,thappikka vazhi kidaiththa pothu, thappi ,bangalore-il ulla en purusanin akka veettukku vanthen.Avarhal veedu pootti irunthathu, visaariththathil aval oru accident-il iranthu vittaal enbathai arinthu konden.Appo en kuzhanthai? Enakku paithiyame pidiththuvidum pol irunthathu.kayil iruntha kaasum karaiya thodangiyathu.Thirumbavum chennaikke vanthen.

Intha chennai-il enakku pazhakkamaanaval pathma oruththithaan ,naangal kudiyiruntha veettukku pakkaththil sendrpothu... ellame maarip poi irunthathu,pathmavum angu illai...avalum ippo engirukkiraalo...chennai pooraa sutri thedinen.beach-kku sendru thaniyaaha utkaarnthu en nilamaiai enni azhuthen .En kulanthai enge? Yaaridam irukku?Irukkirathaa ,allathu seththuvittathaa? Iyo...ondrume puriyavillai.Tharkolai seithu kolvathai thavira veru vazhi illai endru mudivu seithu...kadalukkul irangi nadanthen....

Vizhiththu paarththaal ennai sutri pala muhangal...ada ,naan saahavillayaa? Enna kodumai ithu innum ennavellaam anubavikkanumnu kadavul ezhuthi vachirukkaano?saahap ponaal kooda saaha mudiyavillai endru ninaiththukondu, kanneer vittapothu.."mallikaa" endru yaaro azhaikka,thirumbip paarththaal pathma kaneerodu nindrirunthaal.Avalai kandathum athuvarai adakki iruntha thuyaraththai ,thukkaththai iyalaamaiai,emaatraththai 'oo 'vendru azhuthu, kotti theerththen.pathma paaththiyaa enakku vantha nilamaiai.?..intha maathri nilamai, en ethirikku kooda varakkoodaathu endru kaththi ,kathari azhuthen.

Naan irunthathu oru hospital .pathma thaan kadalil mithanthu karai othungiya ennai kaappaatra uthavi seithu,hospitalilum serthu paarththukondaal.Hospitalukku panam kattiyathum avalthaan.Ennai thairiyap paduthth,i aval veettukku ennai azhaiththu sendraal.Nadanthathai ellaam avalidam solli kathari azhuthen.

Oru vaarathukku pirahu pathmavaium koottikondu ,munbu kudi iruntha veettukku sendren.Angiruntha oruvar thaan enthambi vanthu pona visayaththai sonnaarhal.Thirumbavum avan vanthaal intha address-il vanthu paarkka sollungal endru solli oru paper-il patha veettu address ezhuthi koduththuvittu vanthen.

Aduththa vaarathileye, en thambi naan thangi iruntha pathma veettukku vanthaan.Ammavukku udal nilai romba mosamaahi vittathai patrium...Appa kudiththu kudiththu, thannaiye azhiththukolvathaium... veettin nilamaiye mosamaahi vittathaium varuththaththodu sonnaan.En kuzhanthai en amma veettil thaan irukkirathu endra visayaththai avan sonnathum thaan enakku oru thembu vanthathu.Ini kuzhanthaikkaaha vaazha vendum ena mudiveduththen ."Akka,nee kastappattathu pothum akka ,oorukke vanthudu...appa,amma pazhasai ellaam maranthittaanga,namma kudumbaththai kavanikka aale illai, appaavum oru nadaip pinamaathaan vaazhnthittu irukkaar.Thangachi nalla padikkirathillai...nee ange vanthutteena ellaam sariyaa poidumkaa...plz vaakkaa"endru azhaitha en thambiyin muhaththai paarththukkondirunthapothu,pathma en aruhil vanthu ,"un veettukke poidu mallika,nee thaniyaa inime kastappada vendaam...un kuzhanthaiai nalla padikka vai ,athu nee un oorukku ponaathaan mudium"endru sonnathum, veettukku sella mudiveduthen .Pathma kku aayiram nandri solli vittu,naan en thambiudan en oorukku sendren.

Oorukkul kaaladi eduththu vaiththu... antha suthanthiramaana iyarkai kaatrai suvasiththapothu ,en siru vayathu ninaivuhal manath thiraiyil vanthu ponathu.Oore maarip poi irunthathu.veettai nerungum pothu naan piranthu valarntha veettai paarththen.paraamarippindri paaladainthu kidanthathu.Veettukkul nulainthaal,...appa angu illai ,amma mattum veettin oraththil kangal kuzhi vizhunthu, vatripona udaludan ,kizhintha naaraai kayitruk kattilil paduthirukka ...aruhil sendra naan thukkam thaalaamal azhuthuvitten.

Ennai thetriya en thambi ammavin aruhil sendru "amma,yaar vanthirukkaa paaren"endru sonnathum ,vanthiruppathu yaar endru therinthu kollum vithamaaha, kangalai surukki paarththaval than paasathirkuriya mooththa mahal endru therinthathum,kangalil kanneer vadiya ela muyarchi seithu,en kaihalai patri "mallika ,iththanai naal engemma poi irunthe?...engalai ellaam maranthittu poitiemmaa...ippathaan intha veettukku vazhi therinchuthaa...paaththiya namma veedu irukkira nilamaiai"... endru eenakkuralil azhuthu...kanneerai thudaithukkondu,"inime nee ingathaan irukkanum...un kuzhanthaiai ,un thangachi kovilukku kondupoi irukkaa...ippa vanthiduvaa...po ...ulle poi sappidu" endru parivudan sonnaal thaai.

En puthu vaazhkkaiai en veettil aarambithen.Appa thaan kudiyai marakka siramap pattaar. 4 varusangal odivittathu. Veettil naan ,en kuzhanthai ,en appa,thamb,i thangai mattum irunthom.Vitta padippai thodarnthu padiththu, pakkaththu private elimentary schoolil ,teacher --aaha velai paarththu vanthen. Half yearly leave-il veettil irunthen.Appa eppothum mihuntha varuththamaaha amma paduththa padukkaiyaana thukkaththil ,ethilum eedupaadu illaamal irunthu vanthaar.Avar varuththamaaha ,entha santhosamum illamal yaarudanum athiham pesaamal irunthathu engalukku mihuntha varuththathai thanthathu.

Oru naal pakkaththu oor lodge-il ivarai paarththa en thambi,eppadio veettukku azhaiththu vanthu vittaan.Police-il maattiyirunthaal evvalavu avamaanam...intha nilamaiyil avar kudippathu innum athihamaanathu.Thinamum kudiththuvittuthaan veettukku varuvaar..veettil paduththa padkkaiyaaha irukkum amma,appaavin nilai kandu mihavum varunthinaal.

Oru naal ennai aruhil azhaiththa amma,"naan solrennu thappaa ninaikkaathe.En nilamaithaan ippadi aayip pochu...un vaazhkkaium sariyaa amaiyale...unga appaavum sohathaium ,varumaiaium thaangamudiyaama ,ippadi kudip pazhakkathukku adimaiyaahi,udambai keduththukittaar.Ketta..."ini en vaazhkkaiyil enna irukku? ippadiye irunthu ,naan seththudaren.Irukkiravangalai antha aandavan kaappaaththattum endru virakthiyaaha pesuraar.

En thaan kadavul nambalai ippadi sothikkiraano theriyale endru varuththappatttaal,amma.Veettil yaarum kattupaduththavum,kavanikkavum aal illai enbathaal thambium cigarette kudippathu,sex puththaham padippathu endru tharuthalayaaha maara thodanginaan.Thangaium ozhungaaha padippathillai,aval eppadi padiththukkondirukkiraal endru kavanikkavum aal illai .Moththaththil avar avar istappadi irukka aarambiththanar.

Nandraaha vaazhntha kudumbam...naan thadam maariyathaal,ellaam vazhi thavari, kattuppaadu izhanthu, kastap pattukkondirunthathu.vivasaayam seiya aal illai enbathaalum,selavukku panam thevai paduvathaalum irukkira nilaththil ,paathiai vitru en padippukku selavu seithu meethiai kadan adaikka koduththa appaa kaneer vittu azhuthaar.Iruntha soththu paththiram,amma pottiruntha nahai ellaathaium ennidam koduththu,"ammavukku vanthirukkira noyai kunappaduththa mudiyaathunnu doctor sollittaar...un thangachi kalyaanaththukku vachiruntha panaththai unnidam koduththitten...ithai vachu un purusanai kandu pidiththu avaroda sernthu vaazhnthu santhosama irummaannu "solli kaiai pidichukittu marupadium azhuthaar.

Intha neraththula pathmaava paaththu, ethaavathu uthavi ketkalaamunnu avakitte ponen.En nilamaiyai, en kudumba soolnilaiai nallaa kettukittava,'Unga amma operation-kku neraya panam venum...kudumbam kastathil irukkirathinaale unga appavukkum nimmathi ille...kandikka aal illaathinaale un thambi kettup poha aarambichirukkaan...thangachikku padippu solli kodukka aal ille...nee un purusanai kandupiduchu ,avaroda santhosama vaazhanumna ...athukkum panam venum...intha soolnilayile neeyum santhosamaa ille...ithai ellaam sari pandrathu eppadinnu yosikkanum" endru theevira yosanayil irunthaval ,sattendu etho thondriyavalaaha ,"naan ketkira kelvikku,paavam ,punniam paakkaama practical-aa pathil sollu..."ippa unakku avasiyamaa theekkavendiya muthal pirachanai ethu?"

"ellaamethaan"

"Sari, appa naan solratha kelu...unga amma operationukku panam venummnaa...unga appaa kudikkarathai vittuttu,pazhayapadi vivasaayaththa kavanikkanum...un thambiyai kandikkarathukkum unga appa pazhayapadi maarinaathaan mudiyum...appa un thangachium nalla padikka aarambichiduvaa...athukku unga appaava neethaan maaththanum."

"Naan eppadidee maaththamudium?"

"unga appa en ippadi kudichittu, kudumbaththula akkarai illaame,vaazhkkai veruththup poi irukkaar enbathai kandupidi."

"ithula kandu pidikkarathukku enna irukku...naan odip poi kalyaanam pannikittathu onnu...appuram enga amma theeraatha noi vanthu paduththa padukkayaa irukkarathu innonnu."

"Nee odip poi kalyaanam pannikittathu...unga appavukku avamaanama irunthaalum...etho kalyaanam nadanthiduchu...ava vaazhkkai nallaa irunthaa sarinnu vittiruppaar.Odi poi nee amaichikkitta vaazhkkaium nallaa illai,neeyum santhosamaa illainra varuththamum Avarukku irukkum...athellaam ippothu mukkiya pirachinai illai....unga amma gunamaahi, pazhaya maathiri aahittaangannaa un appaum pazhayamaathiri aayiduvaarnnu nenaikkiren."

"Amma pazhaya maathiri aahanumnaa....neriya selavu panni periya hospital-a sekkanum.Athukku ippo enga appaakitte panam ille,enakkum kammi sambalam thaan ,vivasaayam senju pazhaiya maathiri panam sekkalaamunnaalum appa pazhaiya maathiri ille...appuram eppadi?"

"Irukkira panaththai un purusanai thedi kandupidikka selavu pann poriya?...Ille,kastappattu peththu, paasamaavum ,anbaavum vazhaththa un amma treatmentukku selavu panni unga amma gunamaahanummnu nenaikkirayaa...mudivu un kaiyil thaan irukku enna solre?"

"panam venumnu kodumai paduthara purusanukkaaha...panaththai selavu panni avanai kastappattu kandu pidichu ,avan kooda sernthu vaazhnthaalum...antha panaththukkaahaththaan ennoda iruppaan... ,panam theenthu ponathum...innum vaangittu vaannu kodumai paduththa maattaannu enna nichayam...athanaale ,ippo enga ammavukku selavu panna antha panaththa naan othukkinaalum athu pothaathe...micha panaththukku naan enna pandrathu?"

"Naan sonnaa kovichukka koodaathu....erkenave unakku pazhahuna thozhil thaan...pesaama call girl-aa maaridu.Decent-aana panakkaara aambilaihalukku mattum buisiness pannu...naanum unakku help pandren.Nee irukkira azahukku ,thozhil aarambicha rendu maasathileye ,unga amma operationukku panam ready pannidalaam...enna solre?"

"Aiyaio...etho santharpaththula, vendaa veruppaa antha thozhil panninen.Ippo athellaam mudiyaathu...teacheraa irunthukittu ,intha maathri thozil eppadi pandrathu?...athuvumillaame en purusanukku therinchaa ... appuram eppadi avaroda sernthu vaazharathaam?"

"puriyaatha makkaa irukkiye...un purusan ippa ,evaloda engirukkaano?...athellaam irukkattum,unakku antha maathiri yosanai irunthaal sollu"

" En vera thozhil illayaa?"

"Aamaa,iva periya padippu padichirukkaa...ponavudane kai neraya sambalam thanthu velaikku vachukkirathukku...konja kaalaththula kai mela neraya kaasu sambaathikanumnaa, unakku ithai vitta vera muthaleedu illaatha thozhil kidayaathu...athoda ,ippo nee irukkira ilamaikkum ,azhahukkum rate ehirum..un ilamaiai muthaleedaa vachu...sambaathikka ithuthaan neram...solrathai sollitten appuram un istam."

"peththa ammava kaappaththarathukku intha thozhilai panni panam sambaathichaa thappillai thaan,aanaa ...veliyile therinchaa maanam pohume."

"Appa,veliyila theriyaama...entha pirachinayum varaama ,intha thozhil seiyalaamgira...appadithaane?"

Vetkaththil,thalayai mattum asaiththu "...mm.."endra ennai paarththu ,"aai...summa vilayaattukku ille...nalla raaththiri poora yosichuttu sollu...appuram aalai kootti vanthathukkappuram,vendaam athu,ithunnu sonneena...asingamaayidum."

"illedi, nalla yosichuttuthaan solren...ippa enakkum antha aambilai suham venum pola irukku...athu irandaam patcham thaan.Amma vaithiyathukku panam sekkanum ,athuthaan muthal kurikkol...ore kallil irandu maangaai "endren siriththukkonde .