Welcome Home, Ma'am

He was devastated. He was embarrassed. He was scared that this would mean the end of this new dream. She was not happy and made that clear, telling him he must not want her if he could not get hard for her. This was not true, he had not wanted anyone so much as he wanted her, but he knew better than to argue. He had no idea why he was unable to get hard for her. He only knew that this was not a good way to leave things before she left for her vacation. When he got home there was a harsh short email from her than only increased his fear that he had blown this once in a lifetime opportunity.

A couple days later at work he had a voice mail message from her. It was short but during it she called him her bitch and his hopes once again soared. Perhaps she had not given up on training him yet. She had mentioned that she had a couple Viagra pills and he now believed that was his best hope of serving her the way she deserved. He did not know if it was tension, worry, over excitement or age that had prevented him from staying hard for her but whatever the cause he did not want that to happen again. She said there were people at work that sold Viagra at cost to others and he decided he would beg her to get some for him. Spending $10 on something that would assure he could give her the amount of please she gave him was a very small price to pay.

He hoped she would go along with that because he knew he was so worried about being able to stay hard for her pleasure that he feared things would feed on themselves making it impossible for him to get hard the way a good slave should. She was due back from vacation today and he... i decided to write this for her... You. i hope that with You being home but still on vacation i can take a day off to serve You completely. i hope to have the chance to show You just how much i am willing to do to serve You. i hope You will give me one of Your Viagra pills so that I do not have to fear failing You again.

i hope to be allowed to drink a full serving of Your piss. i hope You will have me dress as the sissy we both knew i am. i hope to feel more of the sting of Your whip. i hope to be allowed to slide my tongue deep into Your ass. i hope to serve You in public or private. i hope to hear You tell me what a bitch, or slut, or sissy, or whore, or cumslut i am. i hope You take pity on me and give me one of those blue pills. i hope to feel You fuck my ass. i pray to be finally able to see You naked and see Your amazing body. i long to feel You control, dominate, humiliate, and use me for Your pleasure. i am Your bitch. i am Your sissy. i am Your whore. i am Your cumslut. i am Your slave!

Welcome home Ma'am.