by Mareus
I truly enjoyed reading what you had to say about this subject. When I was around 8 yrs old, I developed a fetish for my mom's stockings hanging from the shower bar. Soon, I was trying them on, and it's been a lifelong thing as I am now 61 and still enjoy them from time to time. I've also added other items of lingerie, as well as heels and a bit of makeup. It's a lot of fun for me, but it's still a mystery to me why I so enjoy it!
When very young, I had a facial deformation, now corrected¸ that made me believe that I`d never have a `relationship` with a female. My mom had an extensive lingerie wardrobe and I would, more and more often, wear her silkiest outfits, and then my masculine self would make love to my feminine self. When I eventually did find my wife, my feminine self became jealous, angry that I was abandoning her after all the years of pleasure she`d given me. It took much psycho-therapy to resolve the issue.